i can't calm down. my heart is beating out of my chest.

if the quote "to love others you must first love yourself" is true, then shit i'm gonna be single forever.

college to me doesn't only represent my education. because of my personal experiences, it means so much more.

something's just been off recently. for the past couple of weeks, nothing has felt truly fulfilling to me. it feels like i'm just waiting...

two days ago, i dreamed a dream.

it's sort of how i've been feeling, especially during finals week.

it is currently 2:45 am and i feel really scared for some reason.

i just don't want to get out of bed because there's nothing fulfilling to do if i do.

in short: i essentially gave up on life for a couple of months because of a deteriorating mental state.

i can't be the only one who does this, right?