back against the wall, breathing down my neck

it's sort of how i've been feeling, especially during finals week. i just feel so much stress and pressure as if i'm being controlled by an external force, sort of like that scene from shiratorizawa vs karasuno.

it feels like someone is watching my every move, and i'm just paralyzed from the pressure - like i know there's so many things to do but i'm stuck doing nothing because of the stress and anxiety i feel associated with it.

as such, i've been doing other things that i shouldn't be doing to put off work (studying for finals/finishing final projects in this case). i've gotten three hours of sleep total in the last two days and i'm just in a state of constant fear, dread and hatred. i just hope this is a finals week thing and not a me thing because i can't take it if it keeps up for any longer.