stay forever

although it may not seem this way to most people that know me, i'm a very emotional and sentimental person. and deep down, there's a very affectionate side of me that i haven't been able to dedicate to someone. a side that i desperately long to express. there's just a part of me that craves intimacy and affirmation.

at my lowest points, i always find myself wishing that i had someone by my side to comfort me. someone to tell me that i'm worth it. someone to convince me that tomorrow will be worth living. someone to tell me that everything will be okay.

i want to do the shit you see in movies. i want to walk along the coastline under the moonlight. i want to slow dance to la vie en rose in a candlelit room. i want to sing together until midnight. the most simplistic things, yet the most beautiful when done with the right person.

but most of all, i want to feel wanted and accepted. i want someone that sees beauty in the same simple things i do. someone to love me for who i am. someone who's always there for me. someone to care for me the way i would care for them. someone to make all the pain fade away. someone to heal my emotional wounds. someone to restore my faith.

whoever you are, if you exist, please come and stay forever.

stay forever (36:13)

1. michael giacchino - stuff we did

2. emily watts - la vie en rose

3. glen hansard, markéta irglová - falling slowly

4. hyouka beats, alexis weng - drunk (keshi cover)

5. rex orange county - pluto projector

6. honne - no song without you

7. bruno major - nothing

8. ricky montgomery - my heart is buried in venice

9. finneas - what they'll say about us

10. radiohead - no surprises

11. coldplay - sparks